Badflower - Ghost 2018 D

Words & Music by Josh Katz
From The Album: "OK, I'm Sick"
Charts: US Rock No.11 CAN Rock No.26
Kar by Geoffrey Carter 8th March 2023
For PC MIDI Player sounds best with Timbres of Heaven
Sound fonts loaded via Coolsoft Virtual Midi Synth
Available free from www.midkar.com

I tried it once before
but I didn't get too far...
I felt a lot of pain
but it didn't stop my heart...
And all I really wanted
was someone to give a little love...
But I waited there forever
and nobody even looked up...

I tried it once before
and I think I might've messed up...
I struggled with the veins
and I guess I didn't bleed enough...
But maybe I'm alive
'cause I didn't really wanna die...
But nothing very special
ever happens in my life...

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me
won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting
all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be.. be~...

I tried it like before
and this time I made a deep cut...
I thought about my friends
and the way I didn't give enough...
And I should've told my mother 'mom
I love you' like a good son...
But this life is overwhelming
and I'm ready for the next one...

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me
won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting
all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be.. be~...

I tried it once again
and I think I might black out...
I should've left a letter
but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me
I get dizzy if I stand up...
The cutting part was easy
but regretting it is so f...ed...

Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me
won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting
all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be...

I tried it once again
and I think I went too far...
(The man that I was meant to be)
I cut a little deeper
and the pressure stopped my heart
(The man that I was meant to be)
I could've told my mother
that I love her, I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming
and I'm ready for the next one....

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Badflower - Ghost 2018 D
Words & Music by Josh Katz
From The Album: "OK, I'm Sick"
Charts: US Rock No.11 CAN Rock No.26
Sequence by Geoffrey Carter 8th March 2023
For PC MIDI Player sounds best with Timbres of Heaven
Sound fonts loaded via Coolsoft Virtual Midi Synth
Available free from www.midkar.com
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